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|Sunday, March 9th, 2014|
|Off to the Wheel In
Well I am off to the Wheel In; Michele is driving here for it.
On my way to Shullsburg the other day, I had to write down the road numbers to get her here because I never knew what the numbers were
Patrick was here with Dylan for a bit. Patrick and I are great friends. We laugh !
Michele once looked at a family photo and she said, "You and Patrick look like the fun ones."
It struck me because we are great friends and we always laugh together !
He told me today, "Come back to New York."
I said, 'We are going to."
|Dylan and Luther Ellison and the Wheel In
The last time Patrick Doyle promoted a concert at the Wheel In was back in 1978 when it opened and the manger "Don" invited Luther Ellison to play. It was in the parking lot and a corn field was right by the back parking lot and not as many people came as expected and I remember Luther Ellison walking out of his bus saying to his band, "Give them a great show."
Dylan just said about going to school, "I go when I can."
He recently declined being in the Honor Society. And his average is 95.
He's going to be homeschooled.
But his dad? I remember his dad working on his texas instrument calculator doing math on his own.
And then he scored so high on his college ACT's that M.I.T wanted him to go there.
Me? I stayed home from school to read political magazines, to watch everyone of Jimmy Carter's press conferences and to look at art.
I would say when I went to school, "I missed my friends so I came back."
I hated the structure of school. They made you sit there for hours.
Look what doing my own thing got me? I am on an FBI list !!!!!
But I never tell kids that I hated school. I liked the teachers, my friends just hated the structure and Shullsburg was wonderful because my friends didn't care.
|A conversation on the Dylans !
This is funny. The other night Michele and I were talking like we used to before her dad died. Steve was at the table. The three of us were eating her chili and she and I were going on about Dylan.
Steve kind of goes into a lull when the two of us start talking like that and all of a sudden Steve enters consciousness asking with a sense of betrayal, "Why didn't anybody tell me he was coming to town?"
Michele said, "Not Bob Dylan, Teresa's nephew !"
We just started laughing.
Steve's poetry has been published in Rolling Stone !
Stu just asked Dylan "What does a 16 year old know about the blues?"
He has suffered, Stu. He knows.
We don't know where he is from, such an old soul.
|Saturday, March 8th, 2014|
|Dylan Doyle moving his fingers
It just seems like the other day that he and I were feeding the birds in Medellin, Colombia. He told his dad, "I am going to talk to Aunt Terri" He had these stories and characters in his head that I as a writer found fascinating.
I love the discussions with my nieces and nephews.
Winter wound her tomb round
our days, below zero became
the norm, we remembered who
we are. Survivors of the
cold. A gift that takes the
heat of our discontent, we
say, when will it end? We
mean, today is not the day
I wanted, this life is not
the way I wanted. Cold ice
takes our blues, bitter nice
we clench our teeth, shiver
from the hardened hearts who
play ice sculptures of humans:
chilled bones, who throw stones
at anyone who believes in life.
The dead of winter? The cold ones
who live below zero from the heart.
|No irony in the next step
They will make a big scene moving him out in August and then they will move someone else in to stalk me. This is never going to end. I get it. After 17 years, I finally get it. \
You might want to choose a Mormon; pot smokers get loose lips and well, tell way too much in their uninhibited state !
I read in a magazine in Milwaukee standing in the Sentry at Van Buren in 1989 that Americas are obsessed with irony in their literature. Perhaps it's because we have a culture that is more free than some places and so instead of the day to day routine run by a dictator we have the ability to do, to think and to experience levels of freedom. The state of our union begs for irony.
My freedom was expressed before I got a drivers license less than a decade ago by sometimes getting a ride from Union Cab Drivers. I would like to listen to their stories and insights on humanity and I would ask them questions.
One told me that they would fall through the cracks in healthcare because they made too much to get help but too little to be able to afford it.
Here is the irony that some writer mused years ago that we civil liberty loving Americans like to see, the irony is that I am being stalked by a union cab driver who violates my privacy and the privacy of my neighbors.
I wondered, how many other union cab drivers work for the FBI as agents? Is this the norm? Do they get health insurance by doing it?
The one that stalks me is outed on the East Side and the North Side, where are you going to use him next in Madison? There are taxi drivers who know what he does. He's a narc spying on a woman who stood up for a priest who was being persecuted because he was effeminate and wasn't part of group think.
I am just wondering how many other union taxi drivers get paid to work for the FBI?
|Thursday, March 6th, 2014|
|DAVe was the name of party room at Clarke
I had a profound dream of Tony Bahl the other night. http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/chi-ct-obama_protest_j0120110414174951,0,525336.photo
I woke up and I felt, "I have to text Michele" And then I fell back to sleep.
It was like he was right there. It didn't even feel dream like. He said, "Keep reading." I asked, "What really matters in life?"
He said, "Being psychologically fit."
Michele said she could totally hear him saying these things.
Michele said to me about the dream, "I think he is protecting you."
That's interesting because I pray to him to take care of his daughters every day.
He was my great teacher.
And he wanted to talk to me just before he entered hospice and he said, "Teresa, thank you for your beautiful, beautiful letters." He was a former English teacher who taught at Clemente High school in Chicago.
He told me of the FBI, "They are relentless" So I know it will never end.
Dave is on me until the next one comes.
|They Will Do Anything To Win A Case
That's my former attorney wrote me back in the mid 90's when all of this started, she wrote, "Teresa, I have had several cases against Marquette University and they will do anything to win a case."
And now from the Vatican Secrets report that was on PBS' Frontline where they reveal that people within the hierarchy say that the corrupt of the Church will make up documents to make people look guilty, and Frontline also only featured the Milwaukee Archdiocese as the most corrupt diocese of the Catholic Church with it being reported that Milwaukee Catholic Church has a pattern of using intimidation.
So my intimidation lives near me. Dave is really at it these days and then they have a total stranger come up to the me the other day to say, Dave is on you. He's angry.
They let me know hoping I will protest.
When this happened and I gave the letters from the Jesuit Richard Roach to the education department proving that there was indeed a scandal a professor said to me, "There are many who think well of you in this Teresa."
Another professor told me, "Teresa, I sued Marquette and it about destroyed me."
In 1998, a doctor who told me that Bridget Boyle took the money from his client and did nothing to defend him. The doctor said, "I know he is innocent."
And well Bridget Boyle has been disbarred from ever practicing in federal court because of doing just what my doctor said all of those years ago.
Well that same doctor said on my first appointment with me (and I brought my mother along), "I have seen that University destroy people's lives."
And so you put Dave on me, then tell me again hoping I will blow. I won't do it.
Over 300 people read my blog each month. People talk.
|Wednesday, March 5th, 2014|
|Cleaning Break For The Dylan Doyle Band !
I was organizing Mom's dining room table. She said as she read a periodical, "Come here you have to see this."
I said, "I am too busy."
She said, 'No you are not."
I said, "Yes, I am. I don't want to get distracted."
She read, "The Dylan Doyle Band is playing at the Wheel In...."
I said, "You are kidding; it is in the paper?"
There is a fish fry and Dylan is playing from 5 to 7. Mom is going and she went to his concert in New York where the bartender had a sign that read, "A place just like Cheers except Black people come here."
The owner of the bar used to be a body guard for people like Michael Jackson.
Mom asked, "Do you like the blues?"
I said, "I love the blues, I hate jazz."
I was introduced to the Blues by Ken. He used to play his harmonica at the parking lot and he told me that in the inner city of the inner city in Milwaukee there are Blues Bars and he said that African American women of all ages would stand up and move to the blues and he said, "It was just so sensual."
|Monday, March 3rd, 2014|
|The Great Novice Master entrenched in the most corrupt diocese mentioned on Frontline of PBS.
Hey Dave I know, I know you will be out when I go home to show me that you aren't affected and hope I will blow. No, you just reassure me that it is never going to stop. Acceptance can be grace.
When they first came on me the Great Novice Master was the assistant to the Provincal Jim Grummer, who is now in the Curia of Rome.
My mother once told me when the Great Novice Master played his games "Terri get away from a priest who wants to be somebody...." THe current Pope would call that "careerism" Narcissists suffer from it.
So at the same time that the Great Novice Master was the assitant to Jim Grummer which means he was privy to all that was being done to me, the great novice master was also hired by the Miwlaukee archdiocese to be spiritual director to the priests of the Milwaukee diocese.
Well, you know Archdiocese Weakland he was brought down for having sex with a Marquette STudent who Weakland was supposed to be giving spiritual direction.
The other day my friend said to me, "I think you have been through things that I haven't"
She said that because I suggested she word something in a different manner.
There was a time when I was naive, and when that great novice master showed me his hands as he pretended to strangle his mother's next I should have run, but I was only 19.
I didn't know. And what happened is that the transferred his issues with his mother onto me. The goal? Her demise, clearly that's his goal or why seek my destruction?
He never had the courage to do great things; he's a groupie so I believe he created this false martrydom to get groupie support so he could look like a martyr to his brothers who loved his groupieness.
So the most corrupt diocese of the Catholic Church which frontline says makes up documents to make people look guilty went to Jim Doyle through E. Michael McCann and the street thug attorney to try to bring me down.
There is a God. I live. http://6authored2.livejournal.com/3351183.html
|They continue to let me know
Your operative who drives the Cab knows that I know when he is using my phone as a microphone, I have a phone that lets me know. Generally, he does it around 10 a.m. and then when he got home today he stopped because he would then monitor me from his condo.
There are other times like when he is out on cab rides ect...
I thought, "Why would they do this when they know I know when he is on it?"
I realized that it was because you want me to protest the injustice of your allowing the most corrupt diocese of the Catholic Church in the world (according to Frontline of PBS) to misuse the legal system to stalk me.
This is what I know.
I know there is a God and often I say to Mawissa, Erectile Dysfunction and Dave, "Jesus loves you, I personally don't but I understand the divine seeks you out so I do nothing."
I also say to those of you who listen in, "Listen you don't have to believe in Jesus, I am talking about the savior energy, for instance Judaism has King David as the savior energy I personally like him because he is portrayed as a flawed human ......"
Oh yeah I talk theology to my captors !!!!
Mawissa is back working as a secretary; she really has no life outside of stalking me. No friends. She never laughs, it's all bland oatmeal. I must get on her nerves because I am free in spirit.
So I get that this will never end. That's why your operative lets me know when he is on my phone and in case he hasn't told his superiors this is most recent stragety in trying to get me to blow.
Um, I guess that's why he talked so loud that time to his woman to let me know he was on me and the people in my building.
I accept this will never end but really coudln't you have done better than Dave ?
|Sunday, March 2nd, 2014|
|The Burning Man in the Nevada Desert
I never heard of the BURNING MAN until Patrick told me about it; one of my facebook friends wrote:
"....I will be attending Burning Man in the Nevada Desert. I have to be there in my new role working for the Dylan Doyle Band. He's been booked to play for FOUR DAYS there!"http://www.burningman.com/
|Wednesday, February 26th, 2014|
|DYLAN DOYLE TO BE FEATURED ON STU LEVITAN''S
Patrick wrote on his own facebook: Dylan was just scheduled by his promoter to appear on the Stu Levitan radio show Sunday Morning at 11AM in Madison WI in support of his 3/11 show at The Brink Lounge. Then, down to the southwest corner of the state to the Wheel Inn in Shullsburg for his 5PM show.http://www.themic921.com/onair/stuart-levitan-28981/
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When Mr. Bahl died I told Michele that I read Stu Levitan's facebook once and someone had died and Stu Levitan wrote, "May his passing be a blessing."
Michele said, "That is beautiful."
|FATHER THELEN'S RESIGNATION AS A PRIEST AND FRONTLINE'S OUTING OF MILWAUKEE CHURCH
has vindicated me. Last night on the PBS show Frontline it was exposed by priests that the Church has been known to make up fake documents on people to make them look guilty.
I tried to stop the scandal internally for almost a year. I wrote, Father Thelen. Finally, as it just grew worse with the student sending innuendo to Rome to a Cardinal in charge of watchdog of homosexual priests Father Thelen told me, "Teresa, Father Roach will never be allowed to teach anywhere again."
Finally, I just exposed it to all sides of the Jesuits including Father Roach.
He wrote letters to me documenting things like E. Michael McCann was ready to press charges on the forged love letters against the student but the next day he came in and said he wasn't.
I had the other side of the story from the student and a Jesuit, the president of the university allegedly met with E. Michael McCann the night before to tell him, "a case involving homosexuality would not be good for the University."
I have so much documentation on this. They know it. So they made up crap. Doyle as ATtorney General went along with it.
When I finally exposed it to all sides Father Thelen said with shock in his voice, "Teresa, you know when to do the right thing."
He is a real priest because he left the priesthood to be one of the people in the pews last summer in his 80's. I hope I am that alive in my 80's. https://www.google.com/search?q=bert+thelen&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a
|St. Jude of the Impossible
So last night I met with my friend who was reared in the Jewish faith.
She said to me, "Teresa, please pray for me."
I said, "I do every day; all of the time."
She said, "I need prayers."
I said, "Okay I will start praying to St. Jude of the Impossible"
She spoke some more of her predicament and she said, "So pray to St. whoever of the impossible; I need prayers."
I started laughing. It was just so funny how we have different backgrounds.
One time she had something happen years ago, a fire broke out in her house and it was stopped and she said that she needed to go to Church out of gratitude.
I not realizing a Temple is not a Church and I who realized her dad was born Catholic but her Mom Jewish asked, "WHich one?" Catholic or Jewish.
She looked down at me from the steps she was on and said, "Baptist!"
I burst out laughing. I just never know what to expect from her at times.
Prayer is energy, energy is physics. Prayer is physics.