Tuesday, July 14th, 2009

Time	Event
1:42p	Received a call from hyannis Port I happened to answer the phone and my brother, Patrick, told me he called to tell me that he was by Hyannis Port His family is camping at Cape Cod this weekend
3:35p	My mother just shocked me I am getting screwed over by DVR. I need re training and they lost my application from June. My mother gave the rationale of why I needed this retraining and she said, 'You are probably super-intelligent..." She has never told me that. She doesn t give easily. (Listen I don t care if i am smart sometimes i am sometimes i am not what i have going for me is my curiosity) But i care if my mother believes in me. And anybody who knows me knows that I see what is good in people. A Clarke friend once told me, "You can hold what is good in people in the palm of your hand to show it to them". But my mother said it. I started getting excited and she said in her professorial tone, "Don t disturb my train of thought." She gave the rationale of why i need this retraining.
4:19p	Expect sightings of the Mayor of Hilldale at Willy Streeet and beyond When he took the Trolley off the table he told the paper that it was a matter of perception if he took it off the table no one could focus on it. He wanted us to see how smart he is. It's called manipulating reality. The Trolley is still on the table but not right now. So I tell ya expect sighting of the Mayor of Hilldale at Woodman's, Willy Street Coop and all those other places people attend in their day to day lives. Oh, i know it's bothering my enemies that I wrote what my mom said. But the only other person I really care that thinks i am smart is Ghost. I am not as smart as he is but someday i will ask him, "Do YOU think i am smart?" It would mean the world if HE did. And i ll be able to tell if he is lying but i couldn t imagine anyone as smart as he is wanting to hang out with someone who wasn t kind of smart. And in Madison there are so many super bright people. Not manipulators of perception like the Mayor of Hilldale but thoughtful committed citizens. I'll tell you this I will always like Kathleen Falk after that moment of pure realness on the square. She's a thinker. At the time of the 911 incident I told my best friend, "You know it's killing her, she has a son and she loves her son and she wouldn t wish murder on anyone and if she could just come out and say how awful she feels about it." But legal issues shut you up. But i saw the real Kathleen Falk that day on teh square and i will always like her.
6:52p	The Mayor of Hilldale will get the credit for MSNBC Bill Mahr is presently so funny on Chris Matthew's HARDBALL about the white men in congress being put out by the reversed racism and you should Mahr talking about Texas succeeding from the U.S. Mahr said "Why would we care about the State that is 48th in literacy and number one in pollution" I am so glad that Chris Matthews is back. He was laughing so hard with Mahr on. I must be getting better cuz i laughed for the first time in weeks. http://www.politicususa.com/en/Bill-Maher-Hardball Keith Olbermann is going to do his show from Madison, Wisconsin (our mayor from Hilldale will make sure he gets mentioned and i am sure we ll read on his blog how he arranged it alone) but i like Keith Olbermann he stuck up for Rachel Maddow in a way that the Mayor from Hilldale would never stick up for women. The Mayor from Hilldale only wants doormats or women in their 20's that he thinks he can put through Mayor of Hilldale Formation. So Ann Culture ( about whom i had no idea until one time i read soglin's blog and no i don t read it all the time) and then i saw her on tv. So she recently made remarks about Rachel Maddow's looks versus Sarah Palin and Olberman told Ann Coulter and Keith Olbermann told her that she shouldn t be bringing looks into politics given the way she looks. He commented that how women look is not the criteria for women in politics. WE have a mayor too impressed with himself to show an appreciation for soulful and thinking women. I don t agree with Brenda Konkel on all issues nor would she agree with me on mine but the fact is there would be dialogue. And the thing about Soglin is that he is a bridge between the rich and the poor he's not out to be somebody he knows he is and so he's about the work and he says what he thinks But the Mayor of Hilldale is about himself and we're screwed as a city. And thinking women are not safe with him. He has no appreciation of women. His motto, "Unless you regurgitate my dogma you will be destroyed."
7:01p	Heartbreak There are 2 things that broke my heart this week. A young child about the age of my 2nd youngest nephew with tears in his eyes said to the camera about being eliminated from swimming in that country club because having the children there changed the complexion of the pool. He said with tears welling in his eyes, "I thought it was over." He thought that racism is over. Not the polite kind, it's still there. And you know it's why some people only shop at Hilldale and no where else. I love Hilldale as a Disney World king of escape but i go to other places in this town and reach out to people in need. The other thing that broke my heart this week was the parents getting murdured because they were rich; they had adopted special needs children. We need people who don t hate the rich and don't hate the poor but build a bridge between both worlds and i have seen people be able to do that.
9:05p	I think i may be getting better because i was chatting to my mom about nothing, the kind of chatting where i will go on and on and I told mom, "Do you know i have not had gas since I was out of the hospital?" She thought i meant for my car. I said, "No my body absolutely none. They said salmanella was 7 year cleaning." (And those who know me well know i have trouble with body symptoms) And mom smiled and said, "Terri be quiet i am watching this show." I could tell she knew i was going to keep talking and talking about nothing. I said, "I love you." She said, "Talk is cheap it takes money to buy whiskey" And you know this town is amazing. I once spoke of it years ago to the guys in the parking lot what it was like growing up here and one of them said, "what were you a bunch of Yeats?" Well, i have cousins who live near by and my mom talks about how smart that family is They are. The town was like a small Ireland that loved to read and some loved science. I love this town. I would like to say this to Robin L who i will contact once i am employed in another field you are one of the smartest people i have ever met. you made me laugh and when i watch rachel Maddow and keith Olberman i think of your intellect and wit. Well i took my night time pills but soon i will be back in Madison singing to Ghost in the sharp key "I love you ghost I really do" I sing it to him through our Berlin Wall of a Floor.
10:39p	The Mayor of Hilldale is now "ganging up on gangs" http://www.channel3000.com/news/20057028/detail.html He said on channel 3 tonight that he was telling all gangs that they are not welcome here. I wonder if a notice had been sent out to all of them and he knew they would all be around the tv watching, or was it just another attempt at manipulating us to make us think he was doing something. Then, a clip of African Americans at a community center were shown as giving potential gang members an out. Gangs into violence and control are awful. But not all members are AFrican American. http://www.channel3000.com/education/20053710/detail.html http://www.dailycardinal.com/article/22336

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